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Ich hatte vor ein paar Tagen eine Prüfung für einen Kurs, der Hands-on-Networking hieß. Die Note zählte nicht. Deswegen habe ich mich ohne zu lernen daran teilgenommen. Letzte nacht haben sie die Ergebnisse veröffentlicht. Übrigens habe ich eine 1,3 bekommen. Das ist halt unglaublich. :)))) Es scheint so, als ob es Egal ist, wie viel…
Mein Kopf ist wieder neblig. Ich weiß nicht warum. Ich war vor ein paar Wochen genauso. Das war wirklich schlimm. Es kann an meinem gestörten Schlafrhythmus liegen. Es kann auch an zu viel Alkoholkonsum oder Kaffeetrinken liegen. Ich weiß nicht. Aber ich fühle mich wieder komisch. Ich habe mich für ein paar Wochen wohl gefühlt….
Dieses Semester habe ich vergessen mich für die Sprachkurse anzumelden. Deshalb soll ich selber die Sprache lernen. Ziemlich traurig, oder? Aber kein Problem. Das schaffe ich schon. Ich habe die Sprache schon bis Niveau B1 selbst gelernt. Ich brauche keine Hilfe dabei. Das Einzige, was sich daran gelohnt hat, war dass ich neue Leute im…
Finally, life is getting like it was in Iran. When I walk in the university, I see a lot of friends. People around me are starting to immitate my personal catchphrases. As a result of this ICPC thing, I’ve also earned some respect among the students. And these all form a positive feedback loop: I…
It’s 3:50. I’m at the office, studying for the next exam, already abandoned one of the projects, decided to skip one of the re-exams, avoiding thinking about the other course’s project. Seriously! Why doesn’t this semester finish? I’m really tired. I wanna chill! Some days ago, my roommate’s girlfriend told me that she woke up…
I don’t know the actual reason behind it, but I feel my anxiety and insecurity have been getting better recently. It’s like I’m starting to relate to people more than before. I can have the same playful tone I always had before, even with strangers. When making an accidental eye-contact to another random person, I…
There is a saying: “All problems in computer science can be solved by another level of indirection” I’ve always been suffering from this fact. People used remote disks for databases, but didn’t care how they actually work or could be configured to be more efficient. People use SMT solvers to prove things, but have no…
Ah this part of my life is really tough. A lot of deadlines, a lot of projects, a lot of everything. While because of all the stress I’m so irritable, something bad happened yesterday. I went to the Ausländerbehörde, which is the organization to manage the immigrants affairs. I had to extend my visa. The…
I spent this weekend at Porto to compete in ICPC Europe Championship competition. To be honest, I hadn’t trained much. We had performed so bad at ICPC Northwestern Regional contest that I thought we are not going to do anything special at this contest. So, I had spent very few time to practice. My ambitions…
I was reading story of a guy who created a backdoor in an open-source project and then put an effort in promoting the project and increasing his influence. All of the story and the tricks he played along the way is just mind-blowing. After reading the story, I felt the same as when I was…