WARNING: Each paragraph might be completely unrelated to the previous one.
It’s April 15th and I have to leave my current apartment. It’s a sad fact that I haven’t found a room yet.
Today, I was smoking a cigarette in the backyard of my apartment. Then, three boys arrived and sat near me. One of them asked for my lighter and I passed it to him. They were going to smoke weed. I sat near them and we started to talk for an hour. It was a fun experience. All of them were German, native to Saarbrücken. I thought it wouldn’t be easy to talk to some random German people, but it wasn’t that much hard. Maybe (and just maybe) it was because they were high. :)) idk… But we almost talked about everything.
I was hoping to buy a laptop as soon as I arrive, but it seems it’s better I don’t do that until some months later. Under current circumstances, I may be forced to stay in a hotel for some months and can’t rely on an upperbound for my monthly expenses.
I’m developing a good habit. When I’m surrounded by a lot of bad feelings, I’ll ask myself “why do I feel like that?”, and then ask “are these reasons really valid?”, and then think about the possible solutions for those problems. If I can do something, then it’s better to start doing that. If there’s nothing I can do (which is improbable), then I have to accept that as a part of life and enjoy the journey.