Author: MaGaroo

Ah I hate this apprenticeship stage. Basically, you have no status in any group. You’re just a noob. You know nothing. People will show off their -probably shallow- knowledge in front of you, and you have nothing to add. You can’t add something to implicitly say “Hey yo look, fuck you. I’m cooler than you.”…

I had a German exam today. The grammar part went good, but I messed up in the listening part as I expected. I really suck at listening. Have to work on it. I got sick again. I have to go to bed to rest. I don’t have enough focus to write a good blog post…

Some nights ago, I started to look around for some German words to add to my Anki deck. However, it happened to be hard! I mean, I had to try hard to find some unknown words. I even took a look at some long texts at the train station, but even there wasn’t a word…

I’m tired of being noob in software security stuff. Now that the deadline for paper submission has passed, I’m willing to put much more effort into it. I’m gonna sacrifice the ICPC stuff and won’t train much for it. After all, it’s all about priorities, isn’t it? My first milestone is: The first item wasn’t…

Wow I love this stage of my life. I’m so busy I don’t have a single minute to waste. =) But yeah, of course I still waste some. My sleep schedule is destroyed. I don’t hit the gym at all. I barely even move. I don’t eat properly. But for the first time after a…

Heute war ein schlimmer Tag. Ich bin um 12 Uhr aufgewacht, aber ich war noch so müde. Sogar Kaffee konnte mir nicht helfen. Ich entschied mich, deutsche Grammatik zu lernen. Ich versuchte, Konjunktiv zu lernen, aber es war so kompliziert und ich wurde immer müder. Danach ging ich einfach ins Bett und schlief. Ich hatte…

I went to a trip with some Iranian friends. One of them was fluent in German language. I was so0o0o impressed when he was speaking to other people in German. It really motivated me, even more than the times when I was surrounded by German friends. It was mostly about the fact that German wasn’t…

It’s been a while since I started to think I need to acquire some knowledge which is completely unrelated to computer. By having such a knowledge, I want to be able to understand and think about some routine problems in a clearer way. For example, I need some psychology knowledge to understand the people around…

Last night after writing the blog post, I directly went to bed and started to watch the first episode of Mr. Robot. It had a strange feeling, and I had some strange thoughts. I felt like I’m treading a fine line. Most of my problems can lead to two very different outcomes. I’m excited and…

My room is cold. The whole apartment is cold. It’s so cold that I wake up multiple times at night because of the coldness. I heard the previous one who lived in my room had the same problem and he had some arguments with the landlady. Their arguments were so intense that he and the…