My weekends are my worst days. I’m not productive during them at all. Normally, I have to do some specific things: Clean my room, prepare meals for the week, clean the kitchen, buy groceries for the week, take a shower, plan for the week, do the laundry, etc. But this week, I did nothing except…
VM in VM in VM
Did I say my first task at the research group is doable? I was wrong. I was so wrong. I know nothing. Literally nothing. As I advance through the project, I encounter more and more things that I don’t know. I’m fucking exhausted. I learn more and as I learn more, there will be a…
Outcome
Hmmm the contest didn’t go as well as I expected. We ranked 15th. I expected to be in the top 10 teams. But there was a problem that almost every other team solved and we didn’t. That was very shameful. We still don’t know if we have a place in the European Championship or not….
Delft
I’m at Delft, and I’m surprised by the number of bikes in the city. I can even say there are more cyclists than pedestrians. That’s insane! They don’t even give a shit about the rain. It was raining heavily and still there were a lot of people travelling by bike, instead of walking and taking…
Dump & Dumper
No time and energy to write this in a well-organized structure. So, I’ll separate these matters naively. ICPC I’ll go to Delft on the weekend. We’ll participate in the regional contest there. To be honest, I don’t think we’ll make it. So, I’ll just try to enjoy it as a simple trip. Zeller I had…
Traurig
Es ist einfach, sich mit einem Bekannten anzufreunden wenn er traurig ist. Man soll ihn allein finden und mit einem seriösen Ton ein “Wie geht’s” fragen. Die meisten Leute sind anfälliger, wenn sie traurig sind. Sie vertrauen einem in einer solchen Situation leichter. Natürlich muss man nach dieser Frage gut zuhören. Sonst wird es sehr…
Surrounded
I’m tired of this language learning process. I’ve surrounded myself with a lot of German contents. I listen to German podcasts and songs. I see German series. On my way to the university, I review my German flashcards. Sometimes, I feel I’m going to puke if I hear just one more German sentence. :)) As…
Zeller
Prenote: By this post, I only want to blow off some steam and get calmer, because at the moment, I’m really angry and frustrated. This professor is just a clown. I’m surprised how he has managed to become a professor. In my opinion, the highest degree he should be able to achieve is a kindergarten…
Tired
Oh God, I feel sooooooooooooooooooooooo tired. I fucked up my routine this week. I had a bad sleep schedule, a weird diet, no breakfast, almost no water, a lot of coffee. I did nothing meaningful. For the whole time, I was just smoking and scrolling Twitter. I wasn’t even paying attention to the professor when…
Red Evenings
Recently, I decided to spend more time with my flatmates. To be more exact, two out of three of them. Through this process, they have turned into friends. It’s the first deep relationship I’ve formed with some foreigners, and it’s exciting! On the last weekend, I went to a club with one of them and…