Oh God, I feel sooooooooooooooooooooooo tired. I fucked up my routine this week. I had a bad sleep schedule, a weird diet, no breakfast, almost no water, a lot of coffee. I did nothing meaningful. For the whole time, I was just smoking and scrolling Twitter. I wasn’t even paying attention to the professor when…
Red Evenings
Recently, I decided to spend more time with my flatmates. To be more exact, two out of three of them. Through this process, they have turned into friends. It’s the first deep relationship I’ve formed with some foreigners, and it’s exciting! On the last weekend, I went to a club with one of them and…
Konversation
Yesterday, I took part in my German Conversation course. Before going there, I had another panic because I thought I would go there and not be able to speak a single word while everyone else speaking fluently. So, I thought I would drop the course and continue just with the general course. But it didn’t…
Good Smell
OK I think you have to ignore my previous post. My panic lasted for at most 30 minutes after writing that post. After that, I realized I was just a little bit overwhelmed by the atmosphere. The reality, however, was a little bit different. The fact is that other students are not much more proficient…
Bad Smell
No seriously, I’m starting to worry about this semester’s workload. Holy shit. How the hell am I supposed to handle this shit tone of work? I just went to my german course’s first session, and it was bloody hard. I thought it would be an easy course, but apparently, I have to put in a…
Doch glaub’ mir Baby ich schaff’ es eines Tages
I feel really good these days. Some good things are happening to me at the same time. It’s like I’m finally getting used to living here. Well, I can’t say I’m completely ok and everything’s fine. There’s still a lot more to do. But when I compare these days to the first days, I can…
Long-Standing
I finished one round of my workout plan. From now on, there’ll be nothing new about it. I just have to train more and more to increase the weights/reps. I like it though. It feels good to follow it. It’s a 4-day plan, focusing on the hands/shoulders on the first day, the chest on the…
Is This Real?
I only slept for 4 hours today and rushed to the university right after I woke up without having breakfast. I had to participate in a practice contest. I messed up in the contest. I wrote a code with an average bugs per line higher than 1. While I was debugging the code, one of…
Ab
With the help of ChatGPT, I devised a workout plan for my back muscles. I went to the gym two days ago and followed the plan for the first time. The results were amazing. After the workout, I was surprised when I saw the muscles on my back in the changing room’s mirror. However, I…
3ick
I’m again sick. FUCKING AGAIN. It’s the third time in the last few weeks. That’s because I went out right after taking a shower. Starting from tomorrow, I will wear hat, scarf, and my warmest jacket. I just want this shit to end.