Not a good day at all. I’m happy that performance is a non-negative value, because if it wasn’t, my performance would have been below zero today. I will work hard tomorrow. I promise.
Also, I didn’t sleep at the appropriate time, and I’m worried about waking up for my tomorrow’s swimming class. If I sleep right now, I’ll have 5 hours to sleep. I hope I somehow manage to wake up. Why can’t I fix my sleep hours? It’s a real problem.
If I work at home, that will be quite easy to manage, at least for the first one month. That’s because I use our house just for sleeping, and when I enter it I get sleepy automatically. Also, there aren’t any of my friends to talk to and smoke with. So, I will sleep on time or even sooner.
It will even help me stop smoking. The only thing causing me to leave home for work is that I can smoke in my workplace. If I stay home, I won’t have any opportunity to smoke.
Maybe it’s my binary way of thinking that stops me from staying home. When thinking about it, I can only imagine either staying home for the whole week or going to the workplace for the whole week. I have rarely considered working from the home for most of the week and going to work on some specific days. Also, I haven’t ever thought of going to work for most of the week and staying home for a single fixed day in a week.
I can test staying home this weekend. It’s a good opportunity since our workplace is out of service this weekend in order to clean the furniture. I don’t want to be perfectionist about it. I’ll go to our other office on Thursday and stay home only on Friday. I will take a shower, watch a movie, read some of my in progress books. What else can I do? I can visit my grandmother; It’s been a while since the last time I saw her, and I miss her. I don’t have to imprison myself at home after all, do I?
Have nothing more to say. It’s really late, and I have to sleep. Goodnight…